i am not exactly sure if it's a good thing or not. but i do spend a fair portion of my life contemplating the unchangeable in my life. ever since my car accident that changed my face forever. even though the miracles of plastic surgery have done so much, i still struggle(less now, but still do)with looking at mself in pictures, the mirror or on video. i can't cure it. so why do i struggle? anyway, that's the main thing i contemplate now: why DO i think about it so much?? :)
i really understand what you're saying hannah. over the last couple years my visage has aged about twenty years. people used to tell me at 50 that i looked like i was 30. never again. my reflection in a mirror is always shocking to me. i wish this didn't eat at me like it does. but i tell you if god gave me a choice between looking great or accepting what he ordains, and finding all my joy in him i'd take the latter in a heartbeat. someday we'll possess physical beauty and spiritual fulfillment beyond our wildest dreams. by the way i (and many others) think you're beautiful.
amen! i agree! i have become less interested in my physical appearance. i wouldn't trade his providence if i could! i'm thankful for his grace. i can't wait for heaven though! just to hug him and tell him thanks! wow!
you insprire me with your faithful witness. press on. thanks for the encouragement! god bless your day!
I like words, images, graphic design, well-turned phrases, doodling, humor and profundity. These are found in every quarter and I'm always on the hunt. I was rescued (in November, 1974) from guilt and a stubborn irrational belief in an impersonal chance universe (with the accompanying hopelessness). I'm now convinced that nothing is more obvious or worthy of our attention than our Creator and the one true ancient path. Only Jesus has the words of everlasting life. Like John Newton "I once was lost but now am found, was blind but now I see."
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i am not exactly sure if it's a good thing or not. but i do spend a fair portion of my life contemplating the unchangeable in my life. ever since my car accident that changed my face forever. even though the miracles of plastic surgery have done so much, i still struggle(less now, but still do)with looking at mself in pictures, the mirror or on video. i can't cure it. so why do i struggle? anyway, that's the main thing i contemplate now: why DO i think about it so much?? :)
i really understand what you're saying hannah. over the last couple years my visage has aged about twenty years. people used to tell me at 50 that i looked like i was 30. never again. my reflection in a mirror is always shocking to me. i wish this didn't eat at me like it does. but i tell you if god gave me a choice between looking great or accepting what he ordains, and finding all my joy in him i'd take the latter in a heartbeat. someday we'll possess physical beauty and spiritual fulfillment beyond our wildest dreams.
by the way i (and many others) think you're beautiful.
amen! i agree! i have become less interested in my physical appearance. i wouldn't trade his providence if i could! i'm thankful for his grace. i can't wait for heaven though! just to hug him and tell him thanks! wow!
you insprire me with your faithful witness. press on. thanks for the encouragement! god bless your day!
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